There's something growing on the outside;
too much missing on the inside.
CHERYL mushroom'
TP BLAZERS
17 Oct 90'
Love to smile! :DDDD
Dead tired.
Sunday, September 7, 2008, 6:31 AM
I am super dead tired and sick. weak la cher!
Porsche performance training at 4pm tmr! give me some energy to last till nxt weekend pleaseeeeee :(
You are nothing but a typical jerk to me.
Saturday, September 6, 2008, 8:10 AM
Good job to everyone tt are involved in the upcoming Porsche performance. we survived together as one for our first routine training :D it was tiring but im proud of each and everyone's determination till the end. that's what cheerleaders supposed to have , the never-give-up spirit. jiayou everyone, i believe we can do it ! i picked up another important message from today's training (:
that is " if you never try, you will never know".
thank you Blazers.
Stayed over at michelle's place yest night as it was damn late. it wld be again another $20 cab fares if i were to get back home. moreover thr's uob roadshw today so yea i thought i cld travel down woodlands civic center together with her. About today's uob roadshow, i swear it was really tiring. Not about the job itself, infact, the things we had to do were pretty simple .But it caught michelle and i off form as we were dying from all the muscles ache and fatigue gotten from yest's training. For me, i felt even worse when my stupid flu got me dizzy and all so tired. thank God that i survived today and thr's a long day ahead tmr still. come on mushroom! :D
You really set me thinking what kind of a person are you? what kind of a friend are you? stop giving yourself excuses for your irresponsibility. i didnt want to care about you, not even abit after everything that you've done and shown to me. your responses to my actions has so freaking well hinted me to just **** off from your life and yes i got it. i want to get out of this bloody shit that is causing so much of a mess in my life these days. i swear i want to becos' i want to show you how damn well i can live without your presence and how strong i can be after being hurt by a typical jerk like you. so yeah stop giving me that ignorant attitude and arrogant kind of look like " hey, stop clinging on to me and thinking that ive done something bad to you ok? i just want things to stop, so can you just get away, and stop whining like a small kid. everything's over you get it small and childish girl?". i dont want to ever bring out any sweet things you've done and how did it ever became rubbish at the end of the day becos it doesnt worth a trace of my memory, not even abit. even if it does, it only hurt me even more so ive decided to just throw it aside just like how you threw me away thinking that it's nothing. i dont see any reason for me to clear this mess for you by trying to comfort and console myself that thr's smthg behind everything tt you did and that you were just lost. all along, ive been trying to stay strong and do you think all tt you did only managed to hurt me this bit? no! it's more than anything else. but i never once thought of getting back anything because i knw i will never trust you and your words again but what i was trying to do was to offer the handshake for our friendship. and yet, you turned down that chance. so let me tell you again, you'll never get the chance anymore, goodbye!
Alive.
Thursday, September 4, 2008, 11:19 PM
Car launch performance training at 4 till 9 later.
ALL THE WAY BLAZERS! (:
Still hanging on to the Flipside.
3:03 AM
If you say you love Blazers, how much have you done for Blazers and how much are you willing to go for Blazers?
For every camp that we go, thr will be at least one particular thing we'll take back as individuals. Cheer camp 08' inspired me from the above phrase quoted from Ken, " if you say you love blazers, how much have you done for the team?". What about you my dear team mates? i bet every single one of us did learnt and gt back smthg special from this camp, be it friendships, skills, or a better attitude. let's all thank each and everyone of us in Blazers and of course the awesome Committee that has made it happened. Like what Larry said, it is possible to leave ppl behind anytime now and just let the more potential ones progress on but he did not because ultimately Blazers is a team. However, let's not take opportunities for granted and think that people will wait for us. The team is hungry for progression and improvement, we are rushing for time for nationals. Let's all learnt fast and work hard if you think Cheerleading is what you want.
JIAYOU YO & NEVER GIVE UP!
PULL ME UP,ANYONE?
Sunday, August 31, 2008, 12:38 AM
CHEERCAMP 08, 1sept-3sept !
Reporting to camp 7.45am tomorrow, goodbye lovelies.
YAY! im finally seeing Blazers again :)
BLAZERS, READY?
YOU'VE MADE ME STRONGER.
Friday, August 29, 2008, 9:52 PM
omg, i love yesterday. it was a simply awesome time spent with dear sisters!
being with them just made me feel so comfortable being myself. thr's no need for any pretence or hidden emotions. everything fell into place nicely, from ecp to grapevine. thank you girls for making the night so wonderful and memorable. all thanks to Alan that i puked! 3 pink of hoegarden, and i super dooper having a freaking hangover now. but still, it was a great chill out of common chatting topics. lastly, i just wanna say to my girls that, no matter what happen, i'll pray hard that our friendship will stay as strong and enduring just like the cute cactus! i love you all :D
oh ya, pictures of the night will be up soon!
waiting for ms busy to upload them first, hang in thr & crazy girls in action will be up (:
i wanna go out!
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but im having a really bad headache.
GURRS
ps: and i still miss you.
BLISSFUL.
Thursday, August 28, 2008, 8:06 AM
farm sub, im coming. **** the mental block, i hate it when it comes cos' it gets me into trouble everytime. two pathetic hours staring at the paper, blankly... good job idiot.anyhow, exams still ended, like i said, in a bad way.
but im okay becos it's not the end of the world... jiayou and pray hard for the best.
am pretty much looking forward to tmr. hope that everything will turn out successful and tt everyone will enjoy themselves to the fullest! let's all just be happy, party and appreciate the time we finally had for one another tmr night. will definitely try my best to not show any unhappy feelings tmr even if anything happened, because i knw it is the lasting smiles that will keep my dear girls smiling too. it's time to be really happy, inside out! you can do it cheryl, take the first step - forget about his name.
ps: over, move on.
Wednesday, August 27, 2008, 11:08 AM
stop whining like a kid. it's over.IM QUITTING YOUR GAME.
3:59 AM
LAST PAPER TOMORROWWWWWWW!
Financial Aspects of Retailing Management. sounds nice huh, but i know nuts about it.
OH NO.
noooooooooo, no sub paper.
I NEED TO GET SMTH THRU BY TMR MORNING 9.30am.
God bless me, i can do it! :D
Ps: i say you're bustard, i say you're jerk because i can only stop hurting this way.
The following picture is for MICHELLE KOH RUI YUN :)
ARE YOU SMILING NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW??? HEHEHE
ONE STEP AT A TIME
Monday, August 25, 2008, 7:02 PM
omgggg rbb so much to study! i can do it! and to everyone who's taking rbb paper tmr too, jiayou. mug hard and ace it.
two more days to holis, super excited.
and yes, im bogay(toothless) on one side now. two more to go on the 11sept. im missing out a lot of good food now awww :(
okay back to study! gambatteh :D
Ps: yay i survived one day without bothering much abt you.
two more days to holis, super excited.
and yes, im bogay(toothless) on one side now. two more to go on the 11sept. im missing out a lot of good food now awww :(
okay back to study! gambatteh :D
Ps: yay i survived one day without bothering much abt you.
13 HEARTS you drew. no point anymore, let it go.
CRUSH
Sunday, August 24, 2008, 10:44 AM
nothing but a bustard who avoids. shooo.Saturday, August 23, 2008, 8:16 PM
i dont like day breaks in btw papers. it's eating into my party days. quick, four more days! can't wait for the 28th cos by then, it'll mark the start of holidays which means ive got the world of time to do what i wanna do. so excited to meet up with joy on tt day too to prepare for a "special occasion" on the 29th :D i bet we girls are gnna have a hell lot of fun together, finally being able to catch up after all the oh-so-busy days yeah. it's not easy to stay together as we all hv different commitments but im so glad tt we're still as happy as before. cheer camp's coming up on the 1st sept and yea im looking forward to all the experience and fun we'll take back. after which will be uob roadshows, dior work, cheer trainings and gyming. oh not forgetting abt all the late night partyinggggggg and sister stayovers! oh yea, and im so happy tt dad seems to approve the idea of me continuing my organ classes so tt i can complete the rest of the 3 more grades asap. i love music, so i dont mind but it's the time mgnt tt's bothering me. okay, i shall wait and see.back to now, i need to study for two more papers -.-
and God bless me tt i wont freak out tmr during extraction. ha, i knw i wont because cher is brave!
jiayou everyone.
Ps: all the best terence.
Thursday, August 21, 2008, 9:47 PM
current mood: sleepy,very very sleepy :O
music in love: jojo - This is me.
wheeeeeexxx. store management done! one paper down. HOORAY :DDDD
two more to go & then.......... PARTY! ^^
at sme random engine lab now, waiting for mich to finish up her proj presentation. praying hard tt everything goes well, so tt we can go back to catch some slp before meeting mr gym in the evening. hehehe :)
there's so much to cover for RBB, god bless meeee. jiayou everyone especially my dear blazerians for all your papers. we can do it, never give up yea! let's all do well, and enjoy ourselves in the upcoming cheer camp :D can't wait to see and train together with you guys. gambatteh! chermushroom love you all (: i miss "Ready, ok, 1 2 down up!" =)
where is my energybar?
Wednesday, August 20, 2008, 11:23 PM
yesss! monday, 3.15pm. i am not scared. i am not i am not :/
examsexamsexamsexamsexams
quickquickquickquickquickquick
overoveroveroveroveroverover
Ps: i got to move on and be who i am.
8:31 AM
imissenergybar blogged.Gymed today & i am very tired.
study hard lovelies!
Ps: to think back now, i can't believe i did stupid things like to hide behind a bin just to see you or to peep through edges to look at you a little while more, holding back friends and telling them " ok, give me 20 seconds, okok, another 10 seconds" and i will be forced to go with a super unbearable feeling. what's wrong with me? still living in that dream of mine, and fantasizing myself with only you in my eyes. it's over cher, wake up! really hope energybar is doing great, and i miss your everything.